First appeared - October 30/04
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Who am I? Fen... A name that hides a forgotten world filled with landmines of rants and ocasional genius. Now, Fen's not my real name since I hate my real name. Basically cause...it's real. Reality sucks...all we do actually is try to separate ourselves from it. Tv, movies, computers, drugs alcohol..all is just a door to escape whatever it is we fear. but what do we fear? Indiference? Loneloness? Pain? No, tis all combined: life. What is it? Just cause you breathe doesn't mean you're alive. You have to be yourself, to...live. I don't think i ever knew the true meaning of living. Is it those corrupt politicians? those rich pop-stars? the junkies? the ppl on tv? Or just the normal everyday people that try to get the best of what they have, but neevr try for more...or those who fight? I think i got some implant pentru Refuz there. ah yes, I'm from Romania. A country where dreams are shattered everyday, where corruption is the strongest force, where our best places are being destroyed... for nothing. A nice romanian song goes "I'm a masochist/I live in Romania/I don't know how I can last/IN all this insanity". Tis true...sad, but true. But enough Romanian stuff, I'm gonna rant about it later... and now my eyes are closing. It's normal time in america&canada, but it's about 3 am..*yawns*. anyway back to my rant about life..another Luna amara song says "Not only the dead know how it is to die". it's so true... look around you, and notice all those cold people, who got killed in the world war of hatred. Innocence lost. Memories abandoned. Life shall be...forgotten. |
